=/ my life these days is pretty fucked up

it's like..within a blink of an eye
it's now the second of February
it's close to the 14th of February
it's so near
it's almost here
it's about her
it's...it's the day
the day...that i will see her again...
i've been longing for this day since the day
i went to ipoh with a bunch of college friends and her
11.23...will always be the day, a day to remember

these days college days seems pretty fucked up...
cant seem to pay attention..
lessons entering let ear exiting right ear..
having financial issues..means less eat
less energy less alert less active brain cells
means...LESS SMART TEEHEE!!

these days my sleeping time is seriously fucked up
days before i slept for the whole day...i mean..almost lar
but..slept at 10am, got up at 6pm, online, took sleeping pills
slept at 9pm got up at 3am then online, went to playground
my friend tapau mcD so we eat drink n play with jess
while i rape his bike again...buahahaha


jess in the bag...awww looking real cute here



jessie also wana rrrrrrideeee!!...

others will be uploaded in facebook in an album with the title jess or something near la


talking abt sleeping, i very yim jim wan ahha..means choosy...
i dont want girls that wear like this ..


or...this



particularly my girlfriend to be in bed with me...
i would rather prefer this



come on lah..so potong stim...ahaha...
to me, been there done that...it's just so sexy and seducing...
and also...if my girlfriend doesnt mind wearing like the video to bed...



ahh..DAYME!! this is real sexy!...

sorry dear, i'm not seeing other girls :P i'm just checking out about the sleep wear
oh ya..the song in the video is brighter than light i think ..by lena fuji
posted in here quite sometime ago...


these days i got up with a dry throat...
dont know why...prolly coz of the salt water in the mini aquarium in my room
i prepare that for a fish...guess what fish. :P...


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TADAAAAA!!!


so kiute..kan? kan? kan?? hahaha...

but i cant find it in puchong..so the aquarium was left there
running with sea salt, anti chlorine, those required bacteria and water conditioner
oh yea...currently theres a piece of dried coral in it...so
can use for decoration la altho no fish >_>

a sad thing just happened to me...
my darling was emo the whole day but i didnt notice it
how could i...
plus, I FELL ASLEEP after her dinner..
making her more emo :(...
i'm sorry dear...i dont know why i can sleep so early -.-
this is my public apology here :(
hope u wont angry me long long >.<
haha...i'll wake u up again 6.30 later as i always do <3
love you babe *winks*