sien

i'm tired of driving

seriously.

sighh...i've been driving a lot these few days
average 60km per day or more
everyday passing LDP and mrr2/kesas
everyday pay toll
everyday see petrol going down
everyday driving home with eyes closed for a couple of seconds
everyday drive with emo songs playing when going home
everyday thinking of happy drinks
everyday thinking of ending everything up once and for all

i need motivation
i need inspiration
i need energy
i need the spirit
i need moar moar moolah
i need the power
i need you
i need me

everytime i do the same mistake
i know it's gonna happen but i'm still putting in blind hope
it's like...
knowing i cant swim
but i jump into the ocean
and hope that i can swim..
but end up drowning because i just cant swim

haha...lol...

ily