insomnia...

wtf is insomnia????...easy...cant sleep at night...fug!

i dont know why but i have insomnia since i was like form 1 or 2?
i dont sleep early
i feel it's hard to sleep
i cant stop thinking anything
i roll around a lot on my bed
i cant sleep straight
i like hard thick pillow lol

about 2 months back i asked for a sleeping pill from a doc
she gave me and i kept it SOMEWHERE...
i did not try it as that time i was having my examinations...
i dont want to wake up in a super blur condition and stone for like an hour
sleeping pills are dangerous at first try because you wont know the effect on your body
because it's very subjective on individuals...
it might not work well on some people but it also can make some people sleep for days
so i dare not take it before i go to bed until now...
but actually i forgotten + misplaced it >_>

it's already 5.42am now and i'm typing typing all this crap....
while streaming shinyee's blog for her music

actually i dont really know what i want now
i mean...it's early morning
i dont know where to go even if i want to go out
pssst~ theres a zzr 250 awaiting for me to ride teehee
but i need to bring it to the bike shop first tomorrow for checkup
heheheh...

i rode it this evening...if was fweaking AWESOME....
it was a very exhilarating ride...
it revs until the redline which is at around 15k prm WTFFF
little bike that revs like a F1 machine
....
um....bai?...